As I have promised, I’m posting some of the poems I earlier made. You could probably compare the ones I made recently from the ones I had hidden somewhere. The naiveté is still there though somehow my cynical self had squeezed itself through.Here’s a poem I made years and years ago… I was on an unrequited love back then. It was painful especially for someone with a fragile kiddie heart. I know it isn’t artistically made or anything like that. I do freestyle writing so that’s expected somehow. I hope you like it and here goes, title is “Years”.
For years, I have waited
Just to see you smile for me
To hear you say you care
And to feel that you love me
For years, I dreamed
You were beside me
And that you caught me when I fell
While assuring me that I had always been in your heart
It seemed to almost be an eternity
I’ve hung on the illusion
Of us in love with each other
Now, I finally realized the truth
For several times before
I tried to forget
Because all I did was regret
Everything… including you
For some time now
I had been reminiscing how foolish I had been
Adoring somebody for so long
When he was not even worth it
For these last few minutes
I’ve been writing these verses
To express emotions that just came into my head
Without any kind of warning
For days and days now
I had learned to accept
I am learning to forgive
Everything that I hated in my past
For several years now
I had been accepting the fact
That you were nowhere near becoming mine
Even if I cried my eyes out
There ya go! Sorry for not making much sense in the poem… At that time, I guess it seemed this was the best way to express my emotions so I started to put them into writing. I’ll look for other poems I’ve written for some time already and when I find them, I’ll share them with you.
‘Til then, this is the DarkMagician Yuki. See ya some other time.